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05 March 2013 @ 01:52 am
Healthy new year  

I just spent the last hour in agony. I had the worst stomach ache I've ever experienced (and I have a painful shark week so it means a lot). I just want to be done with all this, it's getting way too hard to deal with. I can't even remember how it feels like to have a normal day in a normal life. I just want to stop worrying about food and people and uni, I want to stop being so terrified of being sick. I swear I won't last much longer. I seriously hope I'm not hopeless and my therapist will be able to help.

Fucking hell.

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