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26 February 2013 @ 12:43 am
get back take it back  
today has been particularly special and I wish I could have felt better to forever remember it.
It's been special for only one but HUGE reason:

Aiji. Tweeted. ME
Any good LM.C fan would know how I felt all day because of that. Except...

I felt so so so so bad. I don't know what happened. I was supposed to run errands but couldn't bring myself to do so. I wanted to go to my lecture but didn't. I didn't eat. I got a terrible stomach ache (caused by anxiety). I tried to talk to people on the tumblr advice blogs but the first one told me Jesus loved me and God cared and the second one freaked out and told me to absolutely go to a psychologist but in a very panicked way, like "omg i can't help you omg you're dealing with huge stuff omg that's a big deal omg go see someone" so I felt even worse...
Current Mood: nauseatednauseated
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